Baby I Love You

Mi amor.. i love you. No importa nada. Ando por las calles y pienso en ti, te recuerdo. Yo te amo. Yo se que todo fue raro. Que tuvimos poco tiempo. Acepto que nos separemos y estemos lejos.. tan lejos. Acepto que no hablemos mas.. que todos mis sentidos sientan que te alejas de mi. Yo se lo que senti por ti, y lo que siento todavia. Como todavia me recuesto en mi cama recordando todo, y dos lagrimas me sorprenden recordandome que todavia te quiero y te pienso..  y que me dueles.

Its ok Baby

Its ok amor if its not me, or if its not you. I will not get crazy about it. You know me.. and i know you.. if its meant to be it will be right? yeah it drives me a little crazy to know that you are with someone else and you are not even 35. What happened with the ''not being with anybody seriously until im 35'' apparently you forgot, or it was just something that you said to me to get me out of your way, or maybe she is special.. maybe you do have a connection with her, and with me, and with your ex, and with the 6 girls you were lying to back in cabarete last year..

Yeah it bothers me. Im pretty sure you were with her when we met in Miami. Thats the reason why you were distracted, and anxious and something wouldn't even look at me. What am i thinking? what im i saying? what was the truth? i loved being with you.. but i know it was not a mutual feeling sometimes. And its ok baby.. i didn't want to meet my soulmate now.. i didn't want to be attached to anybody.. i don't want to involve you in my messy world, with my messy mind. I don't want to be a bad influence to you. I don't want to influence you in any way. Im trouble.. problematic. Most of the time i don't know what i want.. so its ok. I like me, i can stand me, i love being with me, im not hurting anybody but me. So yeah, maybe she is well balanced you know.. tipico.. Im not. im just crazy you know... i don't want to damage you.. and i don't want to lose control.. You simply drive me crazy,, good crazy and bad crazy.

So its ok amor.. i accept this. I accept my feelings for you, my thoughts, everything we thought we would do together.. our little mixed kids with light eyes and curly hair.. i accept thats not going to happen with you.. Its ok. it doesn't have to be you. I repeat this everyday.. to convince myself. Everytime i think of you.. laughing i see her.. you know.. you are with her. As long as you are happy...you know.. look for your happiness. Don't think of me.. i will be okey.. living in loneliness.. i love it.
 It doesn't have to be me. We just have to let this go.. you know.. like when you throw something to the wind and it goes wherever the wind takes it.. like that.. we most let this go. Its ok baby!..dont think about it.. eventually it will go away.. we will not remember this. Time heals everything right? lets let time do its thing.

Goodbye amor.